Tuesday, May 12, 2009

The Cycle

Emo or Preppy 
there's no in between 
pick one, live one
your only 13

College life now 
its you day
get drunk or study hard 
choose now-your the prey

21's the age
until the bills pile up
start a new job
not that fun being all grown up

The future you dreamed
isn't so clear
baby on the way
good luck next year

the golden years
final destination
yet your alone 
in isolation

Life is difficult 
I wish i would have known 
we take it for granted
until its gone. 

Saturday, May 9, 2009

The Secret Keeper

(I finally got down to posting! And happily it is not about death! But one of these days I need to write something happy >___> Its quite hard though....)

You do remember the saying,
We said it every night before bed,
It was our solemn promise,
Our darkest secret.

We promised to keep it till the day we died,
But I doubt that will happen,
Seeing as you’re the only one left,
I seemed to have faded away.

I became a dark shadow in your light,
I was the abomination you thought to hide,
Nothing was good enough for you,
But our solemn secret.

Though, I dare you to tell,
Show everyone what you’re really like,
Because I saw the monster through the veil,
And I always will.

That doesn’t matter anymore,
Because I refuse to live this lie,
I no longer hide the secret that was once ours,
But became mine.

I saw that night,
Twelve years ago,
We were so young,
But we knew.

I kept it because I hated you,
Yes you expected love,
However, it was nothing but anger,
And nothing to your fear.

Now I hold it in my hand,
While you go on living,
But I told you long ago,
I keep my secrets and you should keep yours.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

The conjoined poetry of Amanda Rose & Sophia Faye(:

hiyaa. this is a combined poem, by Amanda Rose && Sophia Faye
[:!
we're the best poets everrr [XD] && combined we rule the world, every 5 feet at a time...
so here it is, the untitled poem by the shortest people around[: !

the pictures blur
while walls close me in
our rights are disconnected
asking: can i survive this pain?
happiness is in the air
yet it is out of my grasp
no matter how much i try
to reach that simple thing
i will always be close
but never all the way there
so all my life i will wait
as it floats just above my head
why do i care anymore?
is it true, do i care?
always there, never close
the hope of happiness
the happiness of hope.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

OHMYGOD AMANDA!

[i feel like a loser i'm the only one who ever looks at this damn blog!]
OHMYGOD AMANDA I WROTE MY FIRST RHYMING POEM! i showed it to you today at the ii party!
i guess i'll post it. i'd rather not. i must go find it in my planner...
its like your poems, amanda. she dies in the end!
bleh we depressed people(: cept not really. haha otay here it is..../:

she walks alone along a shell-less beach
her thoughts are gone
she still can't speak
nothing happens
everything is still
there's not much time she has left to kill
she has ties in her hair
as it blows in the breeze
she has tears in her eyes that nobody sees
there's no one around
for her to cry to
there's no one on earth who knows wut is true
as she climbs up the height, it drives her insane
when she finally drops, she can let go of her pain.

Monday, April 27, 2009

while ms hobday was talking about a leader.

Save Me ->

waiting for it to be over.
anything, everything.
to step from the cold
that changes to overexherting warmth.
the uncertainty is weighting me down
like a thousand pounds
what to do, what to do,
in the time i have left to spend.
sit around, reflect a while?
until the time is over.
bordom will eventually penetrate the soul
-the soul i feel i do not posses anymore.
the ones i love will slip
through my longing fingertips.
my only knowlege being
i will never see anyone again.
it will consume everything,
down to my very soul.
for it already has.
but i will hold my ground,
why? a sane person may ask
reasons mean nothing. i know none.
it is all anticipation
for when the world weighs you down
its surprising to see what brings you back up.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Finding Whats Lost

ha i lost this poem cause i wrote it on the back of a school paper for yearbook. found it 

She's going through life
not making any sounds
thoughts racing 
her head pounds

several nights she waits
several nights she tries
to find her way out
of her web of lies

nobody came
nobody found 
the lost dying soul
alone on the ground

shes still waiting
waiting for you
will you go find her 
will you pull her through?

Monday, March 30, 2009

My Holocaust Poem

This is the poem that i read in class for the holocaust thing. It will win 2nd to last place, behind kyles  (JK JK) . She dies in the end, so its all good =D. Its called "Holocaust poem" <<>

They took us away

In the silence of night

The soldiers grabbed Momma

Papa started to fight

 

As the night turns to day

They put us on a train

My sister starts to cry

I hide all my pain

 

Momma and Papa are gone

My little sister too

Where they went

I wish I knew

 

They tell me to dig

Dig down all the way

Taking my last breath

I can only pray